Blog10

A story of getting up
It's easy to open my eyes but hard to move my body all the time. Finally, spring is coming.   I hate the weather! I need to wake up in the most sleepy season, spring. I hope the summer can more sooner, then I have a reason to get up earlier: to have a cold shower. My spring allergy is getting worse, so it harder for me to go sleep. Why people must sleep when they don't want to sleep, but get up when they don't want to get up?
The challenge is coming to the end. At the beginning of the challenge, I dreamed about the challenge can change my habit. I might have a standard time table every day: Get up early, go to breakfast and go to class with full energy. Now I understand, that was a dream that I can not finish ever, unless in high school.
I changed my mind at last! The day right after the challenge, I will sleep until my bed repel me away, which will never happen. Someone says that sleeping is kind of wasting time, but for me, my life relies on it.
Lots of stories talk about some famous people slept only 4hours a day. How could they work when they didn't have enough sleep? Every time when I wake up in the morning, I consider about the meaning of getting up. "If I do not have challenge after these days, will I get up for
Breakfast any more?" It is very sad to get the answer no. Although I do not feel anything wrong with sleeping longer, I still feel disappointed about giving up right after the challenge. Is 30 days the longest time I can bear? I decided to choose this challenge not by one sudden idea, but thinking for several days. I chose it because I think I can finish it, so when I give up after the challenge is finished, does that mean I over looked myself? On the other hand, I already had this thought of giving up, so I failed at this challenge?
From the first blog post, I mentioned that my aim was not going to breakfast, but forming a good habit. Well, I completely failed. These days breakfast did not leave me some deep memory, but these days' pain will stay in my memory for ever. Every day i suffered from getting up oh my god. This Saturday I slept from 9:00p.m. until 10:00a. m. next morning, to fill my deletion of sleeping. My mood changed easily these days, and I looked so fickle. This situation last for all day long. I know that the straight cause is it is nearly the end of my junior year and the weather is getting so hot, but I still want to blame on getting up early.
As I said at the beginning, the challenge is getting harder and harder when the time keeps going. This is the 10th blog post of our challenge, and I feel nothing to write with now.